Friends

Today we met again after 3 weeks of silence.. That awkwardly normal feeling when we starred at each other while carrying a small conversation. I must admit, I was pretty disappointed seeing you bringing that whole gang of people with you tonight... I guess everything has officially came to an end this time. It's unfortunate to see that we could not make it to that one year point; let's hope we can actual be friends again.

Today is the day... May 11th, 2012.
A little disappointed that you have no clue what this day is... but glad we made it to this point.
Crying on this day does not make things a little better for me...

Why | April 17

So much I heard this weekend.. So much that I didn't want to hear about...

How can things change so fast all of a sudden... The feelings not right anymore. You use to care so much, but now I don't seem to mean anything at all... I'm so tired, I want to break up.

Senses | April 12

Exam in less than 2 hours and I'm just sitting at Starbucks thinking about nothing study-related... Starring at the clock every few minutes is not making things anything better.

Feeling of the day | I always come last, everyone else always comes ahead of me.

Mad | April 4

Just when I started to think that things were "actually" starting to get better... I was totally wrong. Why do I feel like our problems never seem to end... One after another... I'm so fucking tired of this.

1. You use to call me every night latest at around 12-1am... but now... the earliest you call me is like 3am... Am I just suppose to stay up that late and wait for your call every night? NO!

2. You once said you would never hang up the phone on me.. but the past 3 times.. anything I say that got you a LITTLE unhappy, you say "ok 你去睡吧"....

3. You know I dislike people that plays video games... why do I feel like you play so much more now compared to before...

Sunday | March 25

Today was finally the day.. where the decision was "suppose" to be made. A really rough morning to start off the day for me.. Anyways, there was a long walk and short talk session at the beach. Once again, it was the phrase "I need some more time". I'm so sick and tired of this.. yet I didn't have the courage to just say no to it. Let's see what will happen after tonight...

Day 5 | March 24

I have nothing to say about today... pretty much just went by nicely.

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Had a movies session watching 21 Jump Street with Mary, Lawrence, Howard, and Adrian. We then traveled to North York with the 5 of us plus Sherry all squished in Lau's car. We had dinner at Ajisen followed by bubble tea at Teashop168 where we played cards, drawing, Iphones, charades, etc.

Day 4 | March 23

Trying to make every single day filled with something to do so there's absolutely not time to stop and think about stupid things. I couldn't help but to comment on his rr status today... I regret it though.

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This night, I met up with my old buddies all from different universities; utsg, utsc, and waterloo! We had our usual card sessions and late night walks, it was kind of scary to walk in such a late night, haven't had this feeling in a long time.