Why | April 17

So much I heard this weekend.. So much that I didn't want to hear about...

How can things change so fast all of a sudden... The feelings not right anymore. You use to care so much, but now I don't seem to mean anything at all... I'm so tired, I want to break up.

Senses | April 12

Exam in less than 2 hours and I'm just sitting at Starbucks thinking about nothing study-related... Starring at the clock every few minutes is not making things anything better.

Feeling of the day | I always come last, everyone else always comes ahead of me.

Mad | April 4

Just when I started to think that things were "actually" starting to get better... I was totally wrong. Why do I feel like our problems never seem to end... One after another... I'm so fucking tired of this.

1. You use to call me every night latest at around 12-1am... but now... the earliest you call me is like 3am... Am I just suppose to stay up that late and wait for your call every night? NO!

2. You once said you would never hang up the phone on me.. but the past 3 times.. anything I say that got you a LITTLE unhappy, you say "ok 你去睡吧"....

3. You know I dislike people that plays video games... why do I feel like you play so much more now compared to before...